Five Interesting Toys.

• My first of five interesting toys.
• My second of five interesting toys.
• My third of five interesting toys.
• My fourth of five interesting toys.
• My fifth of five interesting toys.

Recently I was asked about my fox tail and after receiving permission from Master I have decided to write a little mini series of what I consider to be five of our most interesting toys.  Granted, the fox tail plug might appear to be a standard toy, but for me, the acceptance of such a toy was a huge step for this turtle.  The nervousness in which I approached such a toy did not come because of its size or because it is an anal toy but because it is a toy which represents an animal and I have often felt squeamish when being treated like an animal.

I am very well aware that Master does not consider me to be an animal. He might treat me like his animal, from time to time, but deep inside my puzzling psyche I know that Master respects me as a person, which is why I am able and willing to be treated otherwise.  The interesting aspect with regards to the fox tail though is that I do not feel like an animal when I have it inside of me; however, I do believe if it were a puppy tail I just might.  The fox tail actually feels regal, as corny as that might sound. When I feel the soft fur brush against my thighs, it actually makes me straighten my back, keep my head held high and crawl or walk with poise.  There truly is no explanation for my behaviours while the plug is buried deep within my ass cunt but for whatever reason, I gain a sense of formality that always surprises me.

I believe what I find most interesting about the fox tail plug  is that for some reason, the base of it provides more pressure than most anal toys and therefore can cause me pain, the kind of pain that does not feel good, that does not make me want more.  I believe it might have to do with the weight of the actual plug because it is much heavier than most toys I have had inserted inside of my ass cunt and perhaps the long tail pulls ever so slightly in a down ward motion and that extra pressure causes a level of discomfort that the other toys do not.  Even the glass plug, which is not a favourite of mine, is not as heavy nor hurts as much as the fox tail.  Perhaps it is because of my discomfort that Master has chosen not to implement the tail very often, or rather rarely, because he is aware of a lack of physical pleasure.

Regardless of my hesitation towards the fox tail, I do like it.  I like that Master picked it for me and that Master takes pleasure when he sees me sporting it, the tail waggling between my legs.  There have been one or two moments when I have slipped the black sheath into my tight hole where I immediately felt owned, a sense of being property that I had not felt before and I believe it is because of that sensation that I often look fondly at the fox tail, a smile curling at the corners of my lips.  Anytime a toy can bring me a heightened sense of being property I am happy and the fox tail does just that.

~His

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