KinkyPi has taken the time to ask me a few more questions, which I greatly appreciate and so I will answer them here for all to see. Again, I wish to encourage anyone who might have a question, regardless of how personal it is, to feel free to ask either me or Master (or both of us) as we will answer them as truthfully and without judgement.

Question 1. 
Have you done non-watersports related pet play? Leashes and things?

Answer: 

The only pet we have trained is the young woman and yes we definitely did pet like play with her. In fact while the young woman was under our training she had her own puppy collar (pink with a dog bone ornament dangling from the front) as well as her very own squeaky toy: a dog bone.  Master and I would play fetch with her as well as tug on her collar and even, on rare occasions, lead her around with a leash. On her own accord the young woman would communicate through barking as well which added to her experience. There were many moments where she even had her food and or water from a doggy plate/bowl.  Although the young woman has been our only pet to date, Master and I have engaged in pet like play with others as well as with me. I have been paraded around the house by collar and leash as well as having to sleep on the floor and drink from a bowl. There is something utterly erotic and humiliating about being treated like an animal and when Master takes me to that primal place I find I am far more willing to debase myself, degrade myself and all for our pleasure. 

Question 2. 

I noticed this image  as well as this image  and a number of your blog posts that involve enemas. I am curious what does it physically feel like to get an enema?

Answer:

KinkyPi, those two images are rather intense, aren’t they?  Although the basics of an enema are the same I have yet to experience such intense experiences of being bound and helpless while my bowels become full. With that said I have indeed experienced numerous enema’s and the feeling is unique yet similar each time. When the water is luke warm, the sensation consists of slight cramping and a very sudden full feeling. There is pressure on my lower abdomen and I can even see my stomach start to stick out but overall it is relatively mild and causes little discomfort. If the water is cold the cramping is immediate and intense and often causes me to bite my lip. If the water is pushed into me quickly I experience a strong urge to push the tube back out of my body and stop any more fluid to enter me. The level of discomfort varies as well depending on how long I have to hold the water. If I am permitted to release it within 5 minutes I barely feel anything but if I have to wait 20 minutes by the time I am allowed to empty my bowels I am crouched over with brutal cramps. Those are the physical sensations; however, the mental ones bring about humiliation, vulnerability and a sense of helplessness. Combine the two and I am on one major journey of submission.

Question 3.

What is one moment in time with your master that you would like to recapture?

Goodness, I am not entirely certain if I can actually answer this because I do not know. Master and I have shared so many wonderful experiences and although some superseded my imagination I am not sure I would want to recapture any of them because every omen is a once in a lifetime adventure. Master and I have grown so much in the past seven years and we are not the same two people we once were. We have shared feelings, sexual escapades, highs and lows and all of that has made us who we are today. 

Now with all that said I can say there was one weekend in Portland Oregon early on in our relationship. I was nervous and scared and extremely vulnerable and I willingly agreed to let go of all control and do everything he said and wanted without ever saying no. We shared so many firsts during those four days and I treasure every single one of them. I can recall being bound, stuffed and fucked all at the same time. I remember being tied and helpless as Master walked me to the toilet and wiped me leaving me feeling even more humiliated and safe all at the same time. 

Quietly I confess there are times when I could slip back to those moments when I was not afraid of being that vulnerable. If only I could learn how to be that helpless and unafraid again.

KinkyPi, thank you so much for your curiosity. I greatly appreciate your questions and find I learn so much from them. Please feel free to continue asking as they surface. As well, continue to peruse our tumblr as I hope the images bring you pleasure.

~cockdoll

(Artist unknown)