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Master re-assessed my wardrobe today and forbade me from wearing my jeans and or any trousers. Master also instructed me to wear a collar while out with my friends. When i first read His words i paused thinking "how could i possibly expose myself with the collar in the daytime"? This question lasted but a second when i realised this is _exactly_ what i want and much to my surprise i was already becoming wet just knowing Master was controlling me and exposing His slave - allowing the world to know i am owned. Even now as i type these words, Masters' cunt is moist at the knowledge i am owned.
i was not surprised that Master changed my bottoms for Master does not like denim and He really does prefer me to be available and trousers block access. So today i am wearing a long skirt with a back kick slit (with no panties of course). Every time i walk i can feel a breeze sweep up through my legs tickling His cunt. The sun is bright but there is a slight chill in the air and this makes me extremely aware of my slaveness.
my change of wardrobe was not the only reminder for me today regarding being owned: Master has decided that i am no longer permitted to babysit for my sister unless i have His permission. Master and i have spoken about babysitting less for her; however, this is the first time Master has made it a rule that i now must ask permission. i happily said yes to Masters new rule; but truth be told, this is going to be a slight challenge for me. i am lucky to have a Master who understands how close i am to my family and the fact that i am an Aunt is one of the most wonderful and honoured titles i have ever had. Still, i do sometimes fail to devote time to other very important parts of my life and focus on my family and Master has often told me i need to change this trait about myself. Having to ask permission now will be difficult but i will succeed in doing so. More importantly, i want to ask permission, i want to feel Masters control and to please Him.
i realise Master has made this decision for two reasons:
1). So that i take time to focus on all areas of my life and do not neglect any part of my life
2). So that i feel His control and am very aware of just what He owns: me.
Asking permission is not unusual for me although i have to wonder just what i have to ask permission for? Master has often stated that i am intelligent enough to not have to ask permission for everything but i have to wonder what "everything" is? At the moment i ask permission for what to wear and what to eat and when i can go places and where i can go and who i can visit.. So in a nut shell i do ask for everything. i guess i answered my own question.
Being controlled is so liberating!
~His collared slave
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Friday,May 9,2008 at 2:12 pm