Master's patience has always been a characteristic that i have admired (especially since i have so little patience myself). i know i have tested Master's patience numerous times and i am extremely grateful for Master allowing me to take my turtle sized steps; however, i believe i am at a place with Master that i can speed those steps and take a few leaps and bounds.

i have always been a "slow mover" when it came to trusting and understanding myself; however, as time has passed i believe i have come to learn who i am and what i want without worrying about what others thought of me. i have always held back my desires and wishes due to negative thoughts about myself and my choices but those thoughts are no longer controlling me.

Now Master is controlling me and i want all of His control, all of the time.

i realise that most people can not understand this need and for those who do not there will never be enough explanation but for those of you who do understand allow me to share with you that my new found acknowledgment is liberating and at last i feel as though i am "home". i know that wanting tighter reins will not come easily and i will struggle with Master and quite frankly i will most likely be punished but i want this - all of it.

i am absolutely petrified for this new step with Master and yet at the same time i have never felt safer in the comfort of His control.

i am extremely lucky and so proud to be Master's slave.

~His tightly bound slave

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