i slept with the elastic band on Masters right wrist. i woke through­out the even­ing and found myself run­ning my (His) fin­gers over my (His) wrist, ensur­ing the band was securely fastened, remind­ing me of my place. In the morn­ing i snapped the band twice: once when if for­got to ask Master for per­mis­sion to go to the powder room and the second when i star­ted to make plans and did not pause to ask Master for permission.

(Although Master is not here with me, i still ask Master, in my thoughts, for per­mis­sion from Master to help main­tain my con­di­tion­ing and fol­low­ing through with expectations.)

When i tele­phoned Master i focussed on pleas­ing Master and was cer­tain to fol­low through with my prom­ise to myself that i would say, at least twice, “if that pleases You Master”. i feel that when i say those five power­ful words i come closer to becom­ing an amaz­ing slave. A slave Master is deeply proud of.

i exper­i­enced another accom­plish­ment today. A _l_o_n_g_ time passed, Master asked me to com­plete a task by con­tact­ing a Sony Sales Associate and inquir­ing about tele­vi­sion sys­tems. i had takent the list into the store ions ago; how­ever, the young sales per­son seemed ignor­ant on the sub­ject of com­par­able sys­tems from Canada to the UK. Today when i went into the store, an intel­li­gent asso­ci­ate answered all my (Masters) ques­tions. Unfortuantely, Canadian tele­vi­sion sys­tems are not PAL friendly and there­fore Master has no reason to pur­chase a North American tele­vi­sion. After find­ing out the inform­a­tion, i imme­di­ately tele­phoned Master to inform Him the task was complete.

i was pleased know­ing i had com­pleted a task. Although some tasks are extremely emo­tional, over­all i embrace each task Master hon­ours me with. (i take the tasks as ways Master shows He loves me.)

i am Masters task­ing whore.

~Masters devoted slave

Lately Master and i have been train­ing His asscunt. i have a pre­vi­ous entry regard­ing the latest asscunt fuck­ing and i wanted to touch base on that topic once again. Masters asscunt was extremely tender for at least a week after that par­tic­u­lar day of train­ing and even now Masters asscunt is slightly tender. i won­der if there will ever come a time when it does not become tender? i hope not for i would not want to be that “loose”.

During a recent con­ver­sa­tion with Master, Master dis­closed that after a few minutes of fuck­ing His slaves asscunt there is no longer any fric­tion. i want to change that. i won­der if there is a sur­gery that will ensure Masters slaves’ asscunt remains tight — super tight, so that Master can enjoy His asscunt the way He should be able to.

Every night before i go to sleep i tighten and relax the muscles in Masters asscunt as well as His cunt to ensure the muscles never become lax. i strive for a nice tight warm asscunt and cunt for Master.

Giving Master pleas­ure is a treat for me; it is what makes me feel spe­cial to Master. Not just any­one is gran­ted per­mis­sion to please Him; and yet, Master allows me to please Him. What an honour.

Recently i went invest­ig­at­ing about keep­ing the asscunt tight and i was unable to find any one piece of lit­er­at­ure that explains or demon­strates how a per­son can keep the asscunt muscles super human tight.

i will not be defeated though. i will con­tinue to pur­sue to have the tight­est asscunt for Master.

~Masters asscunt train­ing slave